Sometimes I feel such intense feeling about somebody which I am not supposed to feel. Sometimes I feel like breaking all rules which I am not supposed to break.
Have you ever experienced that feeling of having something but wanting something else which you never thought before?
Life always offers such situations which force us to make some really hard decisions and then she’s such a bitch, she is never satisfied with us.
She again twists situations which make us break our earlier decisions, rules, principals in such a bad way that she drives us mad about something which we never dreamt of. She makes us run behind something which really doesn’t matter and she enjoys watching us in dilemma.
I feel like I am just a toy who dances to her moves.
She creates roles for me, she creates characters with whom I am supposed to play.
But I know finally, I have created that bitch to blame her for my own wrong moves.
Just don’t know, sometimes I get into such situations where I know what I am doing is not correct ,but the more I stop myself ,the more I become rebellious.
Sometimes I run behind certain things which are really not worth it, yet there is always a moment of temptation which I can’t resist.
Sometimes the gap between reality and the dream world becomes so narrow, I can not figure out where I am and what I am doing.
Have you ever felt that way anytime in your life?
I have felt this many times and I myself don't know what to do! The blog post below is the testimony of what I am trying to say (especially the last para).
ReplyDeletehttp://akshay-sangodkar.blogspot.com/2010/10/success-can-you-tell-me-what-it-is.html
It forces me to believe that there are some things which we cannot control by our own selves and external help becomes a necessity.
NICE....has motivated me to post a blog myself... on same line.. will do so as soon as i can..
ReplyDeleteFor some strange reason,this post Reminds me of the song "Aye zindagi" from the film Sadma.
ReplyDeleteEverybody at some or the other point of life will find themselves on this point.
It's the grey area wherein you don't know what is to be done.
The best way to deal with such feelings, is take a decision and stick to it....otherwise you will waste more time and energy in confusion.
nice post
ReplyDeleteand i love ur 55er's ..im thinkin of giving it a try on my blog too!
its difficult to write within 55 words and stil convey a message..but u have done that every single time!!
im a fan of urs!
@Axe: Hey i had read your blog...Yea it goes on similar line...My blogs more goes with emotional ups and down than much of brain thinking...But ultimately comes to same conclusion :) :)
ReplyDelete@Pramesh: Thanks for the comments ..Hope you will post your blog soon
@J: Hey nice comparison with song …It goes really well with blog ..Yes this blog tells about grey area ..Life really not very simple to stick some decisions sometimes.. ..but it’s very true that is only solution to come out the situation.
@Ram: I am really glad that you liked my blog . 55er’s really suits me :P: P …. Btn I have visited your blog sites ..you write really good..I liked post “stop being so scared “…