Sometimes I feel such intense feeling about somebody which I am not supposed to feel. Sometimes I feel like breaking all rules which I am not supposed to break.
Have you ever experienced that feeling of having something but wanting something else which you never thought before?
Life always offers such situations which force us to make some really hard decisions and then she’s such a bitch, she is never satisfied with us.
She again twists situations which make us break our earlier decisions, rules, principals in such a bad way that she drives us mad about something which we never dreamt of. She makes us run behind something which really doesn’t matter and she enjoys watching us in dilemma.
I feel like I am just a toy who dances to her moves.
She creates roles for me, she creates characters with whom I am supposed to play.
But I know finally, I have created that bitch to blame her for my own wrong moves.
Just don’t know, sometimes I get into such situations where I know what I am doing is not correct ,but the more I stop myself ,the more I become rebellious.
Sometimes I run behind certain things which are really not worth it, yet there is always a moment of temptation which I can’t resist.
Sometimes the gap between reality and the dream world becomes so narrow, I can not figure out where I am and what I am doing.
Have you ever felt that way anytime in your life?
